You love your home, don't you? Your bed, your laptop, some snacks and that's a perfect date to you. You wouldn't mind have another person in your bed on the date but you're too shy to make a movie. You don't like being a burden on others so you always mask your sadness and present yourself as "fine." Stop giving out your trust so easily, especially to those who don't deserve it. There are people who love and care about you!