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Spark Seeker
The wooosh you feel when spontaneous happens is your jam. Trips to Cabo, Vegas, nights out at the next biggest place, party, restaurant, etc. all call to you. And they call loudly! You are constantly searching for, and are up for, anything that vaguely resembles an adrenaline rush. You definitely have FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) and you say "yes" to just about anything. Part of this is because you have a fun spirit, but part of this is also because your day to day is leaving a little something to be desired, so you're looking to tip the scales. In relationships you get caught up in the initial excitement stage and often feel disappointed when it fizzles out quickly or when things get "real".
You've come to learn that excitement and adrenaline only last for a certain while, but instead of stopping to get centered and face what is causing your lack of joy in your everyday life, you've been on a quest to escape it as much and as quickly as you can. If you're being honest, you know something is missing, you're just not sure if you want to face the deep seeded issues. It could be due to challenges you faced in your upbringing, work issues, hurt from previous relationships, or feeling lonely, and that's hard to face.
It's time for you to have a more middle-of-ground approach to life vs the spikes of highs and lows you live your life. By taking a hard look at the WHY behind you constantly wanting the escape, or craving the thrill, you'll see there are other ways to achieve this besides the short-term adrenaline rush. Additionally by unpacking your emotional baggage and realizing it's time to ditch what is no longer serving you by way of self-sabotaging thoughts, you'll discover a calm and foundation you have been searching for your entire life.
By owning up to what has hurt or upset you, your role in it, and developing boundaries and a softer approach towards others and yourself, you'll be able to keep your gas tank filled as opposed to always empty or overflowing. Take the steps now to get clarity, discover your why, know your values and set boundaries. Then learn to say "no" once in a while when your gut tells you so. Because an incredible every-day-life is waiting for you if you do.