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Yes, you may have experienced parentification.
In general, our community embraces strong cultural values of family reciprocity and role flexibility. Due to external factors, racial and economic disparities being the most prevalent, black children are often forced to complete instrumental and emotional tasks around their home as a means of survival. Black women are parentified and adultified at higher rates than their male counterparts and by unfair circumstances, have been groomed to carry the weight of the world on their shoulders. There are two types of parentification: emotional and instrumental. 1) Emotional parentification happens when a child is expected to be the counselor, confidant or emotional caretaker to the parent. 2) Instrumental parentification happens when children are given domestic tasks that are not age appropriate like taking care of a sick sibling, working to pay bills, or cooking meals for the entire family. Here is what you can do:▶ First, take the time to think about and reflect on what happened to you. What stories have you been telling yourself? Is there an opportunity to change the narrative? ▶ Second, assess your current boundaries and/or establish new ones with your parents or others. ▶ Next, acknowledge the guilt and fear you have for attending to your own needs. This is common but a necessary part of moving forward. You just have to believe that you are worth it. Stick with it, but give yourself some grace in this journey. Lastly, examine the positive ways (maybe with a gratitude list) that your upbringing has made you who you are. Therapy is a safe space to dissect and validate your personal narrative. At Myers-Galloway Counseling, we use questionnaires to help you explore this. The therapeutic relationship can model a healthy relational interaction. Each parentification experience is unique and different, you deserve care and love to discuss yours.